Empty

LOL..... it have be a long time since i have posted something.... hmmm.. what to say.... just reach home from doing the stuff i actually said i wanted to complete it the other day... bloody candles.. so hot.... yup yup..it was meant to be use tonight... 30 of them and 8 different smell or something u call it... i don knoe how to say.... why 30?? cause we started our love path on the date 30 then why 8? cause it was at aug^^ yup yup burn my hand with wax... whole hand red red..... carry a heavy shoulder back hoping to see u when i reach home.. lol just bluffing my way through...... yup yup ... i guess tonight should be .... me and the candles i made with my bare hands... When u fail to plan u plan to fail.... honesty to me.. this words are really a joke ...... i don believe it anymore..... i also don knoe why this phrase is inside my head.... and ya... i get a very good reply from a friend called nicanor of what is hope this is what he said"hope beliving in smth not yet seen, but having a constant expectation of good things to come" it is the best answer someone can give me... and ya ... honestly tonight is more than what i have told you..... i m typing out just to nag or something... ya... here is the plan...

08.30am-go bath..!
09.00am- go take bus to fetch baby...
10.30am-Walk to a flower shop at bugis... buy some sunflower or something for baby.
11.30am-give baby Flower at first sight...
12.00pm-Time to eat lunch..
1pm-reach Kallang; go ice skating
3.30pm-watch alvin and chipmunks at 4+ movie...
6pm- bring baby to Ecp... either to skate to my secret place or walk there....
8pm- Time for dinner...
10pm- show face at friend house and place some games.
12.00am- Say something in my heart that i always wanted to tell baby
1am- reach home. bath!
1.30am- while baby bathing prepare the candles...
1.30am onwards- the rest is up to her........

yup yup.... this is the real thing. and it just come out like that... i don even need to think about what to do... just boom and there... so ya... and my buddy called to wish me this and that.. he said he will be stop at Singapore for 31 dec and 1 dec.for new year count down..... 1 dec at 2pm he will be flying off again... he ask me to invite u to count down together.... i said maybe i just join u guys or something ba... my gf going out with friends to count down... so don want to bother her ...he reply " WTF you doing..... i thought u have all those things plan out??? what is that for man.... and isnt that the first time she having a count down outside??? sigh i really don knoe what u doing la..." i just said haha.. it is ok.. there is always next year... he just said bye bye... and that it. er.... the 12am thing i wanted to say i think i will type it out here. i don think i will have the mood to sms it to u anyway.. Hey baby, i just want to say... the year 2009 was really a very bad year for me... but i m glad that i have you in my life... though i m the least sweet and u like to show me poker face boyfriend... but ya.. i still love you the way u are... Jia you for the up coming work ya? and let work hard for not onli the taipei trip but also for our future and our kids that will be coming along if we got married... Days with you are really nice ^^ i can find peace and enjoy the beat of your heart... and the sound of your breath... I m just glad to have you here with me.. I love You! so ya... just to let some of the steam in me out... hahahahaha..... i love you... have a great time with ur friends ya.. muackz!

with love

Baby, I dont know who came up with this but,

If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever.
If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never.
If you're asking what I value, the answer is you.
If you asking if I love you, the answer is I do.

I love you, I love you, I love you.
Thankyou for the wonderful Christmas :)

baobei??

Baby???? where you go?? anything happen that u want to talk to me about.???? hmmmmm u MIA so long liao.. i m kind of worry baby.. sorry my love... anything just talk to me about it ma.. Love Love.. I miss you and i love you.. you take care ya Muackz!

always with you.

You're not alone baby, I love you :)

ouch

Ah!!! the pain in my stomach is back again.... it hurt so much.. it like something is ripping out from my body... i cant take it anymore.... i hug myself to bear the pain... there is nothing else i can do.... sob sob... baby i need you

baby girl.. i just want you to know.. i love you

Baby girl..Forever hand in hand,step by step walking together.Always i will remember Our lives will be together.whether or not it is sunny or raining.Don't ever let go the lives we have together.
I cried tears for you and you for me,regrading to our love, i will always smile brightly.Missing time that passes, i thank you for waiting. Now it is time to take your hand, and bring you into my heart.How have you been lately? My aching heart can't speak up.Wondering if you have been well.Worrying about your daily life.Do look after yourself and press on,i won't let you worry me for even a second.Thinking of us every second of the day. And all the things we have done.Walking just by your side was the most romantic things to do.You are my angel,giving me strength to carry on.The warm greeting, make me happiest of all.. You build a corner in my heart. Where i can hide when i m weak. Loving me gently with hands like wings. i don't want to miss holding you again. Happiness isn't complete without you by my side. i love to see you walking towards me with that cute smiling face.My love for you will not change, it will last for a life time. On this road of happiness, i want to walk to with you hand in hand. Worrying if you have been sleeping well. i want to be by your side. to coax you to bed. The photos of your smile, Our sweet bickering, i pray for the wind to carry my longing and take to me the place of me kissing your lips. I will bring you to admire the nice scenery of the whole. That will return into a love poem. On one sunny afternoon. I m walking the streets again.Your shadow and your smell isn't there anymore.Thinking about how i can't be by your side. i feel sad. Passing by the corner that belong to us,walking the streets we have walk before. Oh my love when will you be by my side.. A heart need a pair of hands to held. Our happy ending need 2 pair of hands to write. Sarangheyou my love

where you go??? i miss you so...

Today... i went dinner with my clubs mate... it was a celebration for our 1st position.... everyone have a partner with them.... all but me.... even our coach have his wife with him... we sat and talk about the match and hows life for each another.... then one of them ask me... where your girlfriend??? i said well she overseas that why cant attend the dinner tonight... then one of the girls said.. hey man take it easy .... she onli away for a few days.... your friend jack here was worst than you man... he cry everyday till the day i came back.. i look at her and smile. Then all of them went for a slow dance with their partner... i feel so alone... haiz how i wish i can dance with you too..... i miss you my love... come back soon i want to hug u too all....

i will...

Just to let my love serene know..... i will always protect you... even if we are not together... i will still protect you...i will be your shelter during the storm...or protect you from the harmful sun ray. I will be your float to float on the stormy seas....i will be your chief... to cook you food when you are hungry... i will be your blanket or jacket to keep you from the cold....i will be whatever things you need in life..... that is just what i wanted to do.. i m willing to suffer whatever it takes... i just love you one person thats all..

See you soon...

A drop of tears drop when i know when u are leaving..................... i thought i was tired that why my eyes turn watery.... but it is not.... i feel empty...... i feel cold..... and i can do anything about it.... for once i really want to be by your side this instants. i want to take care of you till i draw my last breath...... i want to travel with you... whenever you go....goodbye and be back soon my love...... truly....... i miss you badly......

pain pain pain

AH!!!!!!!!!...... it is killing me.... i got bad bad stomach ache... it is killing me.. baby how i wish u are here to sayang me... i wanted to call you... but don want to spoil your fun... haiz...... this pain is like something is digging out of my body i cant take it... very pain....

How i wish to be by your side

你說過愛在我一生裡
有過快樂與心碎
你說過愛在我的身邊
悄悄看我熟睡
聽說你在這刻想我
聽說你在記起我
我也記著每刻往事
也記掛你在哪兒
時日如飛 今天在我心裡
是充滿不褪的記憶
時日如飛 我似呆在這地
任一天天過去 任一生飄過去
任一切飄去再沒法追
心中想你 如今想你
懷念昨天的你
懷念著你 懷念著你
紅著淚眼在記起
心中想你 如今想你
懷念昨天的一切
懷念著你 懷念著你
流著淚眼自覺得深愛著你

Sometimes.... i m lost

Haiz.... Today Should be a very happy day for me... cause i get to see my baobei in her beautiful dress and me getting 1st in my rugby match.... hmmm..... i really feel so insecure so afraid of losing you... so afraid that today will be one of the few last times i can hug you, feel you and kiss you... i really don't know what to do......... for the first time i m scare of losing someone i love so deeply... i don't react this way in the past.. i don't know why.... sorry if i m begin paranoid but... ya... i m scare.........My mind keeps thinking.... what if you went to his house?what if you dance with him during prom...what if you guys did something and didnt tell me? what if this and what if that.... i m really going crazy soon...... How i wish u can be by my side to comfort me or something...... Really sorry if i m like that... this part of me... it is really hard to change... i m still struggling with it.... my buddy told me not to worry so much... but i just can't help it....
if i wrote something that is hurting towards you, i m very very sorry... i don't mean to... beside typing out hoping that it will make me feel better, i don't know what else i can do. i feel very scare,very lonely, very cold right now. i wonder what else can i do... to make this pain away.... tears is flowing down... i can't help it..... my mind keeps thinking non-stop.. i really want to dig out my brain and leave it there till it calm down... Baby i love you.... take care and enjoy your prom and your malaysia trip... haiz hope to see you soon

hugs!

I wanna lean on you and sleep together :)

tmrw tmrw tmrw tmrw!

Baby you cheeky cheeky thing. Since you read this, this shall be the "sms" to you. Hehehehe :D
Firstly..... Ahhhhhh. i miss you! >.<
Secondly..... I'm becoming abit weird without you... wondering how or what...? hehehe. you have to come back to find out. Heee.
Don't worry it's a good thing de. I think you'll find it silly and sweet maybe. Heh.
And lastly.... Baobei!!! I'm proud of you :D
1 day plus plus more to seeing you!! :D :D :D :D
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!!!

missing you.

“Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love. But that doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes, it even makes you love them more.”
- The last song

Baby come back!! >_<

day 1 w/o you.

You are every reason, every hope, and every dream that I’ve ever had and no matter what happens in the future, everyday spent with you was the best day of my life.
-The Notebook

Baobei I miss you :( And its not even 1 day gone yet.

“Have a heart that never hardens, a temper that never tires, a touch that never hurts.”

“We must all suffer from one of two pains: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret. The difference is discipline weighs ounces while regret weighs tons.”

“We can do no great things, only small things with great love.”

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.”

“It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”

Diao

My Lovely Wife.... seriously i have been asking myself if there is anything i m hiding from you... and really baby.. the answer is not.. i didnt hide or lie anything from you my love... do believe in me.. if i never say it now means i will say it later... sometimes i just don feel like talking about it now... ya.. really i don have anything that i m have hide or lie from you anymore... just like you ... you are the first one that i m so honest with... i don normally show that i m shy or sad to all my ex... unless it is too much.. i normally just don care about it.... so ya.. i have shown you everything i got now.... when u sha qiao at me it is not that i no reaction... it is that you are just so cute that it make my heart soften to liquid and i don knoe how to react.. that all.......Remember i don have anything hiding from you anymore..... i have told you everything thing liao le... do believe in me... haiz i just love you too much that i get so sensitive sometimes so sorry my love........ stupid me.. so weak haiz.. i thought i was strong... guess i m just too weak and too dumb.... muackz i love you as simple and true as that.... muackz

love~

I've never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight
I've never seen you shine so bright
I've never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance
They're looking for a little romance, given half a chance
I have never seen that dress you're wearing
Or the highlights in your head that catch your eyes I have been blind
The lady in red is dancing with me cheek to cheek
There's nobody here, it's just you and me, It's where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
I'll never for get, the way you look tonight

I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight
I've never seen you shine so bright you were amazing
I've never seen so many people want to be there by your side
And when you turned to me and smiled, It took my breath away
I have never had such a feeling
Such a feeling of complete and utter love, as I do tonight

The way you look tonight
I never will forget, the way you look tonight
The lady in red
The lady in red
The lady in red
My lady in red (I love you.)

cos i want you.

Baby, be my penguin? <333

A little promise that i will never break....

baobei do remember that from now on ward i onli will love u,spoil you, dote you, fuftill every promise i make,will not bully u ,will not scold you, have faith in you, i will stand up for u if anyone bully u. i will protect you,. when u are happy ,i will share ur joy, when u are sad ,i will cheer u up ,always u are the most beautiful in my eyes, even dream of u when i dream... forever love you... and it is this simple. jia you for ur studies!

the way i am

Baby a cute video for a cute you <3

"Cause I love you more than I could ever promise"

lovelove

love love love love~
heee. sorry baby im too tired to think of anything to write but i miss you and i love you. hugs hugs hugs

together

You didn’t just take my breath away. You took it and placed it in a safe, locked the blueprints of the safe and key inside too, melted the key and threw the safe into the ocean. that way, i’ll always be breathing because of you. and nothing you could do would make me change my mind. You’s that special.

because i miss you

Because i miss you.

the one i love

you are the one who lights up my darkness.
you are the one who makes me smile like no one else.
you are the one who makes me laugh like some crazy clown.
you are the one who makes every ordinary moment seems magical.
you are the one who makes my heart skip a beat everytime u look at me gazingly.
you are the one who is in my heart, because that's where u belong.

and you, you're the one i love
=3

cause I miss you.

Darling i miss you, i wish i didnt have to leave you.
Darling i wanna kiss you, wanna feel you close to me.
Darling i feel so weary without you, feel this incomplete feeling without you.

Darling i miss you and i love you with all my heart.

i m so so so sorry!

Baby... i m so so so sorry.... that i m such a burden to you again.... lao po i don knoe what to say... i can help you in anything only know how to give u troubles... so so sorry baby... guess i still too in mature huh? muackz but my love for you will never fade and so do i hope ur love for me will never fade ... i love you

If and why

If one day.... i went missing what will you do?
If one day.... i just hug you tighty what will you think?
If one day.... i say "baby how much do you want to be with me?" what will be your answer?
If one day.... someone ask me " what is the most happiest thing in my 18years?" i will say " It is the days that i spend with you,loving you,caring for you,help you in every ways i can."
If one day.... God tell me that you will only have 24hours left to stay in this world. I will say"God let me be selfish for once... let me take her place instead.. and bless her with someone that love her more than me"
If one day.... i were to die, be it where am i, i want to hold your hand and look at your lovely eyes for the last time.
If one day.... i m going to get married, i hope the person who say yes will be you.
If one day.... I can shout and let the whole world know why m i so happy... i will say" it is because you love me!"
If one day.... God tell me... you can show her how much you love her... but in exchange.. you will have to shorten your life spend.....i will say yes....
If the sky turn black and block the light of your path... i will be the lamp to guide you along the way...
If one day.... everyone turn their back on you.. i will be there with a big open arm.
If one day.... tears start rowing down for some reason... be sure to call and tell me... cause i promise i will be there.. and i will be there..... i don make empty promises..... if i break any.. there must be a reason behind.


Why didn't i ask you to be my girlfriend earlier so that you don have to go through all this painful things.
Why didn't i study harder and may be i have help you in your studies now...
Why can't i help you?
why can't i share your burden??

Baby?can you tell me everything?? don worry that it will hurts.... Your love for me never fail to heal it back ... and Yes i love you!!!!!

FOR SURE MY LOVE AND EVERY SINGLE THING I HAVE DONE OR THINK OR TALK TO YOU ABOUT IS ALL REAL AND NEVER A SINGLE SECOND OR TIME THAT IT IS FAKE..... PLEASE BELIEVE ME.. I LOVE YOU WILL ALL MY HEART! I HOPE YOU DON HAVE ANY DOUBT IN ME ^_^

I love......

I miss you so much.

I love your laughter. I love your smile. I love your company. I love your kisses. I love how we joke around. I love taking your hand in mine. I love how we're so cheeky together. I love like the same things which is like so weird but like fate. I love the way you say you want to bite me. I love how we keep teasing each other. I love how you laugh and get speechless because I said something stupid. I love how we gaze into each other eyes and the whole world existed for both of us only. I love everything we do together.

I love you. I love everything about you.

I miss you! Will You say I do?

爱上了一个人
能够为她牺牲
就算付出了生命
我甘心为了你

两个人在一起
分享爱的命运
永远都不会忘记
我们生活点滴

你是我最深爱的女人
你有最美丽的嘴唇
你拥有最动人的眼神
你带给我幸福和快乐
我是你最深爱的男人
我的爱绝对是永恒
做什么都值得
爱上了一个人

Every time you look my way. I realize more and more .How much I adore those pretty eyes .Of yours, I'm helpless baby.What I wanna know is .Are you willing to try .Can you love me for a lifetime .In just one night.Blessed and cursed on the same day, The day that I first felt the power of you.Inside of me, such a strong feeling.There comes a time in everyone's life.When you know, and everyone around you knows.That everything is changed, You're not the same, it's a new day.I don't know what brought us here.Something in the stars said you and me .I don't know where this feeling comes from .Surely it was meant to be .For I have know you even in my dreams .My eyes are open, my heart can see As sure as stars light the midnight sky.As sure as children wonder why .As sure as newborn babies cry .I was born to give my love to you .Born to give my love to you .My love, there's only you in my life, .The only thing that's right. .My first love, you're every breath that I take, .You're every step I make. And I, I want to share, all my love with you, No one else will do. And your eyes, they tell me how much you care.
Oh yes, you will always be, my endless love.Two hearts, two hearts that beat as one. Our lives have just begun. Forever, I'll hold you close in my arms, I can't resist your charm. My love, I'll be a fool, for you I'm sure, You know I don't mind. Cause you, you mean the world to me.
Oh, I know I've found in you, my endless love.And love, I'll be that fool, for you, I'm sure. You know I don't mind. And yes, you'll be the only one. Cause no one can deny, This love I have its fine. I'll give it all to you, My love, my love, my endless love.If I can reach the stars,
Pull one down for you, Shine it on my heart So you could see the truth: That this love I have inside Is everything it seems. But for now I find It's only in my dreams.And I can change the world, I will be the sunlight in your universe. You would think my love was really something good, Baby if I could change the world.And if I could be king, Even for a day, I'd take you as my queen; I'd have it no other way. And our love would rule This kingdom we had made. Till then I'd be a fool, Wishing for the day... Strolling' in the park, watching winter turn to spring
Walking' in the dark, seeing' lovers do their thing .That's the time I feel like making love to you
That's the time I feel like making dreams come true. When you talk to me, when you're moanin' sweet and low .When you touch my hand and my feelin's start to show In a restaurant, holdin' hands by candlelight .When I'm touching' you wanting you with all my might.Sorry If i sound dirty lol...
When you're feeling lost in the night.When you feel your world just ain't right.Call on me, I will be waiting.Count on me, I will be there.Anytime the times get too tough.Anytime your best ain't enough.I'll be the one to make it better I'll be there to protect you.See you through.I'll be there and there ain't nothing.I won't do. I will cross the ocean for you,I will go and bring you the moon,I will be your hero, your strength.Anything you need,I will be the sun in your sky,I will light your way for all time.I promise you.For you I will.I will shield your heart from the rain.I will let no harm come your way.Oh, these arms will be your shelter.No, these arms won't let you down..If there is a mountain to move.I will move that mountain for you.I'm here for you, I'm here forever.I will be your fortress.Tall and strong.I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you.Right or wrong.For you I will.Lay my life on the line.For you I will fight.For you I will die.With every breath, with all my soul.I'll give my word, I'll give it all.Put your faith in me.I will give you my heart and soul. If that's what it takes to prove myself to you!I've always believed in dreams
And that fantasies somehow come true .When dreaming of you .I've seen a moment's magic shine .Upon the darkest night .And fill it with light .I've heard the wind whisper melody .Of love meant to be .I've searched the heavens for you.I've wished on a thousand stars
Just for a sparkle to shine through .And lead me to you .Then you appeared as if by magic.Shined your love right into my life .Made everyday bright .So let the wind whisper melody.Of love meant to be .I've searched the heavens for you.Wherever you are tonight, girl
I'll see you in my dreams.Wherever I go tomorrow.You'll be here next to me.And though we are a world apart.I know you'll never be that far cause...Here in my heart, there's a picture of us
Together forever, unfaded and unbroken.Wherever you are, your love covers me.Forevermore, you'll be here in my heart.Whenever I miss, miss you so much.It's more than I can bear.No, I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes.And know you'll be there.Your kiss and your touch I'll never forget.'Cause you're as close as my very next breath.
All I am, all I'll be.Everything in this world.All that I'll ever need Is in your eyes,Shining at me .
When you smile I can feel,All my passion unfoldingYour hand brushes mine .And a thousand sensations.Seduce me 'cause I,I do cherish you.For the rest of my life.You don't have to think twice.I will love you still.From the depths of my soul.It's beyond my control.I've waited so long to say this to you.If you're asking do I love you this much.I do.In my world, before you.I lived outside my emotions .Didn't know where I was going.'Till that day I found you.How you opened my life.To a new paradise.In a world torn by change.Still with all my heart,'Till my dying day.

Baby i edited this from alot of songs hahaha it may sound dirty and stuff but truly this is what i wanted to tell you all along... I Love You ... Really I do!.Pardon me if i say anything wrong...

hold my hand :)

“The course of true love never did run smooth”- William Shakespeare
Darling, in the future there might be many hurdles we have to cross, many obstacles we have to overcome, but my love, these difficulties we will experience are nothing because we are truly in love.
Nobody can understand
How much we love each other.
How much we enjoy each others company.
How much we love laughing together.
How much we enjoy doing silly stuffs.
How much we love teasing at each other.
How much we miss each other on days we never meet.
How much we want to be with each other.
I need you baby. I cant even find the words to describe how much I love you.

Baobei... muacks! :)

You make me feel this.

Love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone but still getting weak knees when you see them and they smile at you.

And baobei you make me feel this way, I love you.

My one and only wish

Another day with your smile: It have been alot of days without your smile.
Another day just passes by: It have been alot of lonely days that passes by.
But now i know,how much it means, for you to stay right here with me: I always know how much it means for you to stay right here with me..
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger: It really did.
But it hurt so bad that i can't take it any longer: It doesn't hurt so bad that i can't take it any longer. It fucking hurts.
I wanna grow old with you: I really want to.
I wanna die laying in your arms: I don want to die laying in your arms, i wan to die with you...
I wanna grow old with you: I really want to.
I wanna be looking in your eyes: I always love and want to look into your eyes..
I wanna be there for you: I always will be there for you.. i promise..
Sharing in everything you do: I don just want to share i want to give it to you too.
I wanna grow old with you: That my only wish.
A thousand miles between us now: Nah it is only 30km... but it seem more than a thousand miles.
It cause me to wonder how: I myself don know why too...
Our love tonight remain so strong: Our love will be stronger than this... and it will last till the day i die..
It make our risk right along: I don know it yet...

I lie awake at night.See things in black and white.I only got you inside my mind .You know you have made me blind.I lie awake and pray. That you will look my way.I have all this longing in my heart.I knew it right from the start.I used to write your name.I'll put it in a frame.And sometimes I think I hear you call.Right from my bedroom wall.You stay a little whileAnd touch me with your smile.And what can I say to make you mine.To reach out for you in time.

baby...

MUACKS!! :D

Hearts!

I do swear that I’ll always be there.
I’d give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrow, for better for worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

lovelovelove

There are a million important things to do.
But none as important as lying here next to you.

for your smile i'll do anything.

Dearest.. I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we’re just going to be sitting around and talking about nonsense. There are a million things I love about you, like your cheeky smile, silly movements or the way you smile and the way you look me in the eye too. And I just have the greatest feeling when I make you laugh, I feel as like I can always make you happy. And that’s what I wish for you, for you to be happy always. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways or the stupid things I say, it makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face.

You're the one.

And to the one closest to my heart, I love you.
And I mean it everytime you hear it.
I want to be there with you, for you whenever.
I want to be your soulmate, your best friend and the one who can make you laugh when you’re down.

wait for me..?

Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe, am i ever glad you wanted me to
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough
but that's gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies years from now,
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

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Baby wait for me, wait for this period to be over.
Cause I love you and you love me too right? :)

The 3 Words Means

Baobei.... I miss you means i can't bear to see you leave,wanting to see you the moment i open my eyes.Watching you while you sleep soundly in my arms..I miss you means i m thinking of you every single seconds of my life... Sorry Baby I made you cry again... So so cry.... It is my fault.. so Sorry my love... I don knoe what to say but ya i m sorry... I love you baby......... Take care baby....... See You Soon ^_^... So Sorry again.. i love you muackz...Do Forgive me... I really just miss you so badly that i wanted to see you.....I actually made my dad pay me 50bucks so that i can go find you after your lesson... But i think not ba... u said it will not be a good time to meet up and you need to study... so ya... even though now i got money and can go find you... but time isnt just right .... haiz... though i miss you badly i cant do anything about it.... i know you miss me too.... but ya.. it hurt so much that i can't take it any longer... nah... i just have to bear with it till i can see you again.... I miss you baby....... Take Care my love... do sms me ...MUACKZ!!!!

Don need to be sorry ^_^

Though I cannot fly to the skies, I can give you my wings.They will say, "You're not alone anymore", And the words will tear off your loneliness.In this quiet night, I'm waiting for you
During that time, your smile has faded away
Now that a little time has passed,Fond memories start to resurface.To the place where stars fall,
I want my thoughts to reach you.I am always by your side.Since I will embrace that coldness.
Even though we're apart now,We will definitely be back together.Even if there are days when the tears roll down my cheeks I want to have your back all for myself, but because kindness is also cruel sometimes I lose sight of the answer the more I search for it.Because I have you, because I have tomorrow,because I can't live on all alone. I feel you so close by me, I guess that's love.Because you know how much pain tears can bring. I want to find a smile in your transparent eyes as I search for a definite meaning in them
Baby it is all right, dont cry anymore we will join hands and keep walking on forever..... If I ever say anything that hurts you..I m Sorry......I Love You Too Much That i Don know what else can i do for you...Sorry Baby so so so so Sorry my love...I say Before that you don need to say sorry to me right....So no more sorry from you next time kkz? I Truely Love you My Wife Muackz!

Sorry..

Dearest..
Sorry for the stupid things I've said. I dont mean them the bad way they sound.
Time is running out fast for me, truthfully I can hardly breathe when it comes to studies. I trying my best to not let that stress and unhappiness get to me. Because you dont deserve to get the bad side of me just cause I'm stressed about As. And I want to give you joy, make you smile, to show you love, that's why I did what I did.
But right now, seeing you like that is breaking down my defenses.. I want to be strong and not give up for As.. But seeing you like this worries me, makes me feel helpless.. I feel like at I'm stuck btwn 2 choices and I dont want to make a choice to concentrate on 1 problem.. If I could I would be with you whenever you're free. But I cant, due to reasons you know..
I'm not that strong, but seeing you happy and smiling, gives me strength..
I just wish you'll cheer up soon. I love you.

Misses..

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

The 3 words mean,,,,

I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with.
“I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go.
It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me.
<3>

Cos i miss you.

Monday to Sunday, I wanna see you everyday.
Though sometimes we couldn’t meet, it sucks.
But onI thing i know is that Monday to Sunday,
I’ll always love you on each day.

And in my next life,
I still wanna love you and through the million years to come.

With you.

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can’t take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something’s burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you


A song with feelings I want you to know. I love you :)
Heh, it's quite similar to your that song right. :P

How do I say this..

Baobei I know I didnt reply your sms. Here's the reply...
I miss you more than I show, it's not that I can bear with it.
But I think you wouldn't feel happy if I showed you how much I miss you and you might feel helpless and frustrated because you can't do anything.
And that's how I feel, because I have no time I accompany you, even when I really miss you so much and I know you do too..
<3>

Darling jiayou for your studies okay.. Don't feel too sian. Love.

No matter what.

I’ll never know what the future brings
But I know you’re here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with.

I belong with you.

The most comfortable place in the world is me and you, my head on your chest, feeling it rise and fall and listening to your heartbeat, your arms wrapped around me, holding me so tight.

baby i love you.

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you.

So, darling please be happy, please take care of yourself, please be patient, please know I love you and miss you so badly.
Please know you're so very important to me.

Surprises :)

Dearest baby,
I've posted a few posts earlier, be a good boy and dont peek at them hor okay? :)
Thank you for all the encouragement, care and love, I'll try my bestest best in my studies and take care of myself de.
I know the next 1 month plus is going to be tough but please remember I love you and I miss you so so so so so much. Heee.
So look forward to them and hope they will make you smile when I'm not by your side. Muacks!
Oh, the first one is at 12 tonight :)

Baobei don give up!

Baby.... i m so sorry that i doubted our love...Hehehe the dream have really make me wake up.. since i have choose that path i will do it de... hmmm. if he say anything bad about me.. must confirm with me also k? hmmm baobei i love u ...... So i will not give up on u neither can u give up on me nor ur studies ok??? muackz let Jia you together... JIA YOU..