If and why

If one day.... i went missing what will you do?
If one day.... i just hug you tighty what will you think?
If one day.... i say "baby how much do you want to be with me?" what will be your answer?
If one day.... someone ask me " what is the most happiest thing in my 18years?" i will say " It is the days that i spend with you,loving you,caring for you,help you in every ways i can."
If one day.... God tell me that you will only have 24hours left to stay in this world. I will say"God let me be selfish for once... let me take her place instead.. and bless her with someone that love her more than me"
If one day.... i were to die, be it where am i, i want to hold your hand and look at your lovely eyes for the last time.
If one day.... i m going to get married, i hope the person who say yes will be you.
If one day.... I can shout and let the whole world know why m i so happy... i will say" it is because you love me!"
If one day.... God tell me... you can show her how much you love her... but in exchange.. you will have to shorten your life spend.....i will say yes....
If the sky turn black and block the light of your path... i will be the lamp to guide you along the way...
If one day.... everyone turn their back on you.. i will be there with a big open arm.
If one day.... tears start rowing down for some reason... be sure to call and tell me... cause i promise i will be there.. and i will be there..... i don make empty promises..... if i break any.. there must be a reason behind.


Why didn't i ask you to be my girlfriend earlier so that you don have to go through all this painful things.
Why didn't i study harder and may be i have help you in your studies now...
Why can't i help you?
why can't i share your burden??

Baby?can you tell me everything?? don worry that it will hurts.... Your love for me never fail to heal it back ... and Yes i love you!!!!!

FOR SURE MY LOVE AND EVERY SINGLE THING I HAVE DONE OR THINK OR TALK TO YOU ABOUT IS ALL REAL AND NEVER A SINGLE SECOND OR TIME THAT IT IS FAKE..... PLEASE BELIEVE ME.. I LOVE YOU WILL ALL MY HEART! I HOPE YOU DON HAVE ANY DOUBT IN ME ^_^