How do I say this..

Baobei I know I didnt reply your sms. Here's the reply...
I miss you more than I show, it's not that I can bear with it.
But I think you wouldn't feel happy if I showed you how much I miss you and you might feel helpless and frustrated because you can't do anything.
And that's how I feel, because I have no time I accompany you, even when I really miss you so much and I know you do too..
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Darling jiayou for your studies okay.. Don't feel too sian. Love.