The Last And Final

I don't Want you to see this post but it is ok if u have seen it.....I have decided to leave as a lover and stay as a close friend... But This is what i really feel .

You ask me if I love you ,And I choke on my reply,I’d rather hurt you honestly,Than mislead you with the truth.,And who am I to judge you,On what you say or do?,I’m only just beginning to see the real you, sometimes when we touch,The honesty’s too much And I have to close my eyes and hide.I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry,I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I’m just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth. At times I’d like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I’d like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you’ve tried I’ve watched while love commands you And I’ve watched love pass you by At times I think we’re drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again



如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
有一种爱叫做放手/抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手

为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去!

I love it

This was meant to be a letter..... I Love it when u call me baby, lao gong, baobei, pig pig,zhu zhu and bendan along with many others... I love it when u told me u love me.. i love it when u told me u miss me.. I love it when u hug me while watching tv or movie together.. i love it when u tease me... I love it when u show me those cute faces of yours... I love it when we look at each other in the eyes and said nth... I love it when u kiss me.. I love it When u sleep next to me, You always seem at ease.. I love it when we were hugging each other while sleeping... I love Everything single little and big things about you... I really Love You... And i will miss it really alot... You really are a precious part of my life... I love You.. Take care...

So let's communicate and share our love.

“Good relationships balance over time. This means that at any particular point in time, the relationship may appear quite unbalanced: One partner may be more nurturing; one may be more needy; one may be providing all the financial support, etc. But if both partners are loving, understanding, giving, dedicated and flexible, then the relationship can handle all kinds of ups and downs, and still be strong, exciting and, yes, romantic. The best relationships are well balanced. Not a delicate balance; not a static balance- but a dynamic ever-changing balance.”
- Gregory Godek

I love you :)

Heee pig pig I miss you too.

To remember.

12 Jan; Thank you baobei for waking early, for accompanying me to the doctor, for doing small things like buying food and drinks for me. I know I'm always very unsweet when it comes to words. But I love you and I really appreciate all that you're doing for me. Forgive me for my forgetfulness, I also dunno whats wrong with me. @_@ But I wouldn't forget you. Love love!

13 Jan; Today the silly baobei came down all the way to go to the library with me, though he planned to stay at home. Sorry for the short temper today, I know that I'm not doing things right. Maybe it's the irritating foot or something. But darling be sure that you're so very important in my heart. And I still wanna eat ice cream. Hehe.

14 Jan; My bendan came early in the morning to take me to the doctor's again. Today he was more sensitive and caring, helping me carrying things. I know I don't really show it, but I appreciate that you're more caring and help me with my things. We went to watch movie, Have you heard about the Morgans, where he cried. =x I know this is where I should be more softer and nicer, but yeah I didnt. Sorry.. I'm trying to be less critical..but for now, this is me.
Darling, I love you and dont give up on yourself no matter what. Jiayou in whatever you want to do, whether it's studies, family, basketball, band, work or yourself.

Why do you always smell so good to me even when you're not?
I miss you.

Darling

Darling baby, just a few more hours I'll be back, listening to your voice, telling you all the things that happened, complaining about things, listening to you talk and complain too. We'll be exchanging the longing and the misses we have for each other these 5 days. I can't wait to hug you and smell my darling chou chou bendan :)

To the One I Love

To the one I love, the one I adore
My only goal in life, the one I live for.
Though we may fight more than we get along,
I hope our relationship will never go wrong.

I love to be with you, I love you around
I'm so glad, I'm the one you found.
Though you may not see, what you mean to me
My love for you will always be. I know you love me, and I know you care
That's why I treasure the love we share.
I want you to know, I'm here for you.
Whatever it is, I'll help you through.

To the one I love, the one I adore,
My love grows everyday, more and more.

My love for you is...

Just a little longer than the end of eternity, farther than the biggest star burning at the edge of the galaxy, closer than the breath of a moment, more beautiful than the diamond stars sparkling against a black velvet night, more heart-wrenching than the deepest and most painful wound, more faithful than the rising sun and silver moon, more delightful than the sweetest kiss, untouchable as the rushing breeze of the wind, undeniable as the stillness of a moonlit night on an abandoned beach, more satisfying than the biggest and richest feast, more stubborn than both of us put together times a million, unbelievable as the most astounding miracle, breathless as the sight of the one you love, more peaceful than a newborn baby nestled in her mother’s arms, more joyful than the sound of a child’s laughter, warmer than a fire on a winter night, more comforting than any words spoken, more inspiring than any rags-to-riches story, strong enough to go through a hurricane and come out even stronger, and more life-giving than the beating of my heart.

I love you and all these words added up cant show you how much you mean to me.

I wanna hold your hand

Take my hand, don't let go
Because I love you more than words can show.

Take my hand, hold it tight,
and let me love you with all my might.

Take my hand and let my love shine through,
Because I love you, love you true.

I think of you, when you're not here,
and even when you are.
I pray for you before I sleep,
and thank my lucky star.

That I might have a love so true,
a love I can't forsake,
one that brightens up my heart,
a love no one can take.

My heart is filled with love for you,
and only you, my dear.
Through thick and thin, I'll love you still,
as long as you are near.

For better or for worse, my dear,
I'll love you just the same.
No one can take my love for you,
eternally, it shall remain.

Baby

Sorry for being unreasonable, for being naughty, for being mean, for being critical, for breaking your heart at times. But thank you for being forgiving, patient, caring, selfless, giving, strong, positive when I'm not and most of all, for being in my life, for being part of my life. Let's never stop encouraging each other, pushing each other when the other person needs it. Let's watch ourselves grow old together, learn together and love together. Hope you're having a good sleep, sweet dreams. Dearest don't worry too much. Didn't you always say that things will turn out just fine in the end? Believe, have faith and we'll walk through everything together. Darling, I love you.

New Year,New Words

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

you are the sun
you are my life
and your the last thing on my mind before I go to
sleep at night
you're always round when I'm in need
when troubles on my mind you put my soul at ease
there is no one in this world, who could love me like
you do
that is the reasons that I wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

we`ve had our fun
and we've made mistakes
but who'd have guessed along the road we'd learn to
give and take
it's so much more than i could have dreamed, I could
have dreamed
cause you make loving you so easy for me
there is no one in this world, who could love me like you do
that is the reason that I wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart
and tore it apart
I would love you still, forever

and girl I pray you leave me never

cos this is the world where lovers often go astray
but if we love each other we won't go that way
so put your doubts aside
do what it takes to make it right
cos i love you forever no one can tear us apart.

I'll be loving you forever
deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
even if you took my heart and
tore it apart
I would love you still, forever



Baby,My meaning of forever means " Not the time that is forever.. but the feeling is forever." with you Forever This words does have a meaning in my life ^^