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LOL..... it have be a long time since i have posted something.... hmmm.. what to say.... just reach home from doing the stuff i actually said i wanted to complete it the other day... bloody candles.. so hot.... yup yup..it was meant to be use tonight... 30 of them and 8 different smell or something u call it... i don knoe how to say.... why 30?? cause we started our love path on the date 30 then why 8? cause it was at aug^^ yup yup burn my hand with wax... whole hand red red..... carry a heavy shoulder back hoping to see u when i reach home.. lol just bluffing my way through...... yup yup ... i guess tonight should be .... me and the candles i made with my bare hands... When u fail to plan u plan to fail.... honesty to me.. this words are really a joke ...... i don believe it anymore..... i also don knoe why this phrase is inside my head.... and ya... i get a very good reply from a friend called nicanor of what is hope this is what he said"hope beliving in smth not yet seen, but having a constant expectation of good things to come" it is the best answer someone can give me... and ya ... honestly tonight is more than what i have told you..... i m typing out just to nag or something... ya... here is the plan...

08.30am-go bath..!
09.00am- go take bus to fetch baby...
10.30am-Walk to a flower shop at bugis... buy some sunflower or something for baby.
11.30am-give baby Flower at first sight...
12.00pm-Time to eat lunch..
1pm-reach Kallang; go ice skating
3.30pm-watch alvin and chipmunks at 4+ movie...
6pm- bring baby to Ecp... either to skate to my secret place or walk there....
8pm- Time for dinner...
10pm- show face at friend house and place some games.
12.00am- Say something in my heart that i always wanted to tell baby
1am- reach home. bath!
1.30am- while baby bathing prepare the candles...
1.30am onwards- the rest is up to her........

yup yup.... this is the real thing. and it just come out like that... i don even need to think about what to do... just boom and there... so ya... and my buddy called to wish me this and that.. he said he will be stop at Singapore for 31 dec and 1 dec.for new year count down..... 1 dec at 2pm he will be flying off again... he ask me to invite u to count down together.... i said maybe i just join u guys or something ba... my gf going out with friends to count down... so don want to bother her ...he reply " WTF you doing..... i thought u have all those things plan out??? what is that for man.... and isnt that the first time she having a count down outside??? sigh i really don knoe what u doing la..." i just said haha.. it is ok.. there is always next year... he just said bye bye... and that it. er.... the 12am thing i wanted to say i think i will type it out here. i don think i will have the mood to sms it to u anyway.. Hey baby, i just want to say... the year 2009 was really a very bad year for me... but i m glad that i have you in my life... though i m the least sweet and u like to show me poker face boyfriend... but ya.. i still love you the way u are... Jia you for the up coming work ya? and let work hard for not onli the taipei trip but also for our future and our kids that will be coming along if we got married... Days with you are really nice ^^ i can find peace and enjoy the beat of your heart... and the sound of your breath... I m just glad to have you here with me.. I love You! so ya... just to let some of the steam in me out... hahahahaha..... i love you... have a great time with ur friends ya.. muackz!