Wednesday, September 30, 2009

with love


I will stand by you no matter what.
I’ll be your courage.
Thank you for loving me so much.
My heart belongs to you
♥♥♥

Today It Is The DaY!!!!!

Even after a million good nitez...
Even after a million good morning...
I say my feeling cannot be express.
Why...? Why...? I wonder why I...
Love You...

It all because I love you so much that I hurt you, that I m so comfused.
Going close to your cold cheek and my soul was reborn.I always want to see you right away.
I love you so much I can't speak, so how will you see my Heart?
Hold me tighter, I believe in your warm heart.
Because I m so small, I give everything, but it's not enough
This hand,This heart, which cannot hide anything at all, I want to give to you.
Because I m no longer alone, tomorrow awakens, and I m with you........ Hehehehhe...

Because I have someone who I love so much, I m here by your side, protecting you
I m so happy that I m born on this earth that connects me to you
.... Happy First Month My BaoBei.... This is the best i can do.....I m not very good at my english so i hope u will understand it ba ^_^..... It took me Hours on this... LOL....

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Hope U get what i mean

If you were blue,i will be there for you,
And whisper in your ears that's ok.
i will stand by you, let me hold you tight,
And say i love you one more time.
If you feel good, i will slow dance with you,
And touch your lips with tender loving care,
i will die for me, i will run with run,
And never look back..
i will be there to love, to be with you
i will swear that my love is always true
i will say that your'll always be the one,
to take my breath away
If your are away, i will still think of you,
And wished that you could hold me now.

Life is full of lots of up and downs But the distance feels further When its headed for the ground
And theres nothing more painful Then to let your feelings take You down Its so hard to know
The way you feel inside When theres many thoughts And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better If you let me walk with you By your side All of the times
When everything is wrong And your feeling like Theres no use going on You cant give it up
Ill help you work it out And carry on Side by side With you till the end Ill always be the one
A shoulder to cry on continued To firmly hold your hand No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on......


Haha Lao po... I love You..... Hope u have nth to hide from me anymore ^_^... i will always be there.. no matter what..... i love u ^-^.... don worry about me... no matter how much it hurt it will heal by ur Love.... I love You with everything i got.. Muackz..... Hehehe........

Monday, September 28, 2009

2 more days.... :)

Darling bendan, two more days is...... hehehe. :) Time is really a funny thing. It passes so quickly when I'm with you, but at the same time it feels like I've known you forever, loved you always, though it is only our 1st month together. Heh.
Hmmmmm now you're at your training, I hope your dinner stays in your stomach. Silly baby, please take better care of your body, dont always skip meals, drink more water and rest enough hor. Just like how you want me to be healthy and happy, I also want the same thing for you, so guai guai eat properly kay. Dont be lazy ><

I just want to say I love you more than words and I'm missing you badly right now.

i and computer say no.

You make me happy, whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy, knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
You're all of my days.

You're looking so cool, you're looking so fly
I can't deny that when I'm staring
You down, right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need
It's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with
Someone like me

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours, and just reminisce

You're looking so fresh
It's catching my eye
Why, oh why, did I not see this before,
The girl I adore was right in front of me?
And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see
We're meant to be

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce

On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles ,the laughs, the funny,
Or all the things we put each other through
It's for you, for you, for you.

You make me happy, whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy, knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
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Silly baobei you're never useless okay. I just need time to get those unhappiness out of me then I'll be all better. Thank you for being so patient with me. I know I'm weird. Please take care of yourself, eat and drink properly. Sorry make you no money :/ Love you. Muacks :)

I m Useless ^_^




Hope u will read the pic content ^_^

Naughty you =p

Hmmmm.... Lao Po... Don worry about me la... I will definitely miss u de.. so much more that i have to look at the pictures we took... but it does not help much.. hehehe...
Hammie and i will miss u badly and love u badly de la... muackz u too much eat and sleep enough hor.. anything can call me de ... no worry man.. i can come down to pei u anytime u want.. i m very free ^^..... don stduy till u cannot take it hor.. my heart will pain pain de T_T....... muackz... Ah!!! i now missing u very badly liao Sob sob!... baobei... wo bu neng mei you ni ah!!! muackz ^^ .. i will too support you will all my love!... muackz muackz muackz. I miss You!
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ah ah jiao =P

dearest bendan,
the upcoming days will probably be lonely for both of us, but you'll always be in my heart muacks! no matter how tiring, or difficult things get, always remember that we have each other okay? i will support you with all my love. jiayou for rugby, for your studies especially if you decided to take extra modules, with work and whatever you decide to do. drink more water, eat properly hor!, sleep enough, rest enough, smoke less, stress find me :) and miss me. Cause I will definitely miss you ><>

Always forever <3>

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Happy advance First month my baobei!!!!

Wife,Wife.... Happy advance First month ^-^ sorry i don have a gift or what for u..... and i m kind of sad that u cant acc me for the whole day... and need to be home early... haha but i understand .... it is ok.... Ur exam come first... so i don want to ask so much from u.... all i want is that at 9pm do come down below ur block.... i will be there... even for a short short well also can...... i promise it will not take long... hao ma?? haha i love u baobei! "i will never let u go de.... even if u kill me my soul will be there when u need me.. just like that pic... hahah.... when it rains u will not be alone... cause i will be there to shelter u with my big fat body.....
when the sun is too bright for u to see.. i will be there to cast a shadow or a shade for u too walk.... When the weather get warmer... i will be there to fan u.. when the weather get colder... i will be there to hug u to give u warm... so no matter what u do... don forget i will be always there to support u... don be afraid... i will caught u when u fall..... no matter how badly u fall even if i need to break my arm to caught u... i still will be there till the day i lay down in the bed and never wake up again.. my life for u will never change.... " This is not a promise...But a vow I made in my heart since the day me and u started.... hahaha... I love u... my wife!


my reply

Qin ai de bendan, of course im happy by everything little thing you've done for me. Whether it's sending me home though you're tired, holding my hand tighter, suddenly saying you love me or smiling happily at me, I can feel your love through all of them and I really appreciate it also. And silly baby, it doesnt matter if it's the sweetest or not, because to me most important is we both happy :D heeee.
baobei i can tell you that you're the only bf that i kinda throw temper at. haha. the rest i don't dare to show them the real me that get irritated. or maybe that time i just too obsessed with making them happy only so i didn't care about myself at all. so this is like the first real relationship i had maybe? haha. where i loved myself at least :)
silly baobei i love you for everything you are. your cheeky side, your sweet silly side, your funny ben ben side, your bad english side, your tiko side, your greedy unglam side, your sleepy lazy side. haha. i want to see them all, remember them, know them and i will accept them with love :)

I want to always hold your hand and walk together through life together <3

To make you feel my love.

When the rain's blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
So no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea
And down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet

There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love



Listened to many singers singing this same song, finally decided this sounds best. Though the original nicer but youtube don't have.
Hopefully I can sing this song nicely to you soon :)

Friday, September 25, 2009

I want...

...to love you with all my heart
and never stop finding ways
of showing you how much you mean to me.

Just somethng i have been thinking.....


My sweet little baobei..... thanks again ^-^..... so so happy... at least now i know.. what i have done for u is not wasted....muackz i m just glad that u like it.... i don know if it is sweet to u or the sweetest thing u have been for... but i honestly tell u that all i have done it come deep inside my heart.... non of it is fake... it is all the same as the love i have for you ^-^..... sori again i get a bit cheeky or horny.... hahaha sometimes.. it is just so fun to play... hahah.. sori sori... me too is not prefect... hope that u can tolerate me too.... sori that i get piss off sometimes... and giving u a cold shoulder when that happen... i cant bring myself to shout at u or what... i just don knoe what to do when i m angry.. i cant bring myself to do it too... lol.... love is really a very powerful and special thing huh?.....if all those dirty talks u don like to hear it or what.. just say ba... so so sori again hahah.. really... sometimes i also cant control myself...Thanks again baobei... u have been the sweetest girl to me.. hahaha i really hope i too can be the sweetest guys u have ever encounted..... ^-^ hahaha.... sometimes even though u are unreasonable or what.... normally i don like it de... but to me when u have done that... sometimes i find myself kind of like it... hahah i know i sound weird la.. but ya... it is true i kind of like it when things happen.... i don know how to explain also... ^_^
so to me it is not really tolerating u la...it is ok to be like that de ma.... if not u will have no emotion liao right????? hehehe Tight tight hugs for u!!! sori to spend ur money so much...... i will pay u back de... No so fast but i will.....And i will stay with u always i promise... i will make it happen but i will need ur help too.... so will u help me to create a long lasting,sweet and unforgettable relationship between u and me??? so that our love story will live and tell on by our son and daughter, grandson or granddaughter.... or even so on??? haha will u help??? i definetly will hehehe sori for the poor english... muackz!! i love u baobei

Thursday, September 24, 2009

More than words

I’m happy I have you
to hold my hand
To share my dreams
and understand.
I’m glad I have you
to make me smile
To have some fun
and laugh out loud.

I’m blessed I have you
to dry my tears
To hear my thoughts
and calm my fears.
I’m glad I have you
to help me cope
To share your strength
and give me hope.

For all you are and all you do
I’m so glad that I have you.

I hope all this makes up for the times I don't say "I love you" or "I miss you" and "I need you"
But yes bendan, I love you :)

11.11pm : I wish we'll stay together always.

because of you.


Dearest bendan, I'm happy when you do silly sweet things for me. Really much more happy than I show on my face. Though I know my face is like expressionless sometimes. It is not that I want to hide or that I worry, but I'm shy. So paiseh.
You don't have to do anything for me, just be happy, love me & I'm sure your love will overflow through your actions, and from your actions I will feel your love and be happy.
I know I have alot of flaws, I'm far far from perfect, so thankyou for loving me the way I am, tolerating and understanding me though I'm unreasonable or irritating.
Hugs :)

How I Wish ........

hehehe...... baobei.... you are always sweet .............Hmmmm next time also don hide all your feeling from me ma... when i do something sweet or something u like.. just show me.. don need to hide de... muackz don worry about anything hahaha.. just something i think onli... u don have to do it de .... hehehe looking forward to buy hammie... muackz i love you my wifey Hahahaha.
you don have to promise me that.... cause u have already done it... muackz thanks for all the things u have done for me..... very very happy now.... baobei....I want to do more things for you ^^ don know how also... fainted.. Hmmmm...... sorry sorry i bothered u so many days and some more is the day u should study so so so so so so so so sorry...... I just wish to see u more ^^ muackz

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

much loveee.


You are a book I want to read, every movement, every reaction I want to memorize. Every new chapter makes me smile.

Sorry baobei dont have the time to type long long. But I mean every single word I've ever said to you (only those loving ones, not the joking, pretend mean ones.) Heh.

Always remember that no matter what happens, I'll be there to help you, to push you & I'll never leave you alone. So I only hope that you'll let me be there for you.
This I promise you :)

Hehe One Day One

The History of our love started from our First kiss
I Dreamt on my destiny and you suddenly appeareed
There are two moon in the sky, that’s impossible, right?
It’s the first time I have a feeling like this! This place quickly grows comfortable
Even if you…stumbled and fell
I tightly! And forever! Hug you
You’re always down in spirits
Is it love? Friendship? I have started to mind you
Even if such a me…got tired and faced the other way
Our love that can’t wait for Just a kiss is a Mystery
At the moment, I closed my eyes, because I’ll gently protect you alone
My throbbing Wonderland that burst out from our First kiss
Guided by my destiny, you suddenly appeared
A Sweet kiss, I still havent woken up from the Story that I Dreamt
Look, because when you cast your magic, your wish will surely be fulfilled
That is the History of our love started from our First kiss


Thanks BaoBei...For everything!

This Post is from One of the things i edit.... 80% is my Work Hor! lol muackz




i say yes I'll be by your side forever
No matter what future tests us
I m sure...
Ah!!!!!!!!!!! It was a fate I was able to meet you
Because I heard your voice
If I m with you, I can overcome them
Even if I m scared, with excitment
contradictory and never-dying feelin
stay with me I just want to protect you
Although we were born in distant worlds
i say yes I'll always be by your side
No matter what kind future lies ahead
it can be changed with our hope
Forever
Ah!!!!!!!!!!! For example, if this love is magic
It certainly will last eternally
Yes, Dont turn back on that distant day
before I met with you
Single-minded and Cheeky
But sometimes it makes my heart beating
be with me I won't leave you alone anymore
Because our encounter was like a miracle
No matter what kind future is
it can be changed with our hope
Forever

I promise!!!!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

My Lovely wife. I miss you!

You're the one who gives me my future
Even on a road without signs, I'll be fine, if we're together!
On a journey that I can't see ahead of, while I was lost, I found it
That my place to be is next to you
When we quarreled, I let go of your hand again and again
I want to pull close and hold it now
You are the one who gives me my future
If I m beaten down by the rain of tears
I wanna hold you and call your name immediately
I'll go hug Hug you
I'll accept sadness and bluffing in my hands
Even if it was a coincidence,
Hold your breath in a second of night
Let's make a promise more than words
Kiss me for the second time now
You're the one, I want to be in future
I want to undo the button of my heart
I wanna hold you and believe in my feelings
I will not ever hesitate again
I'll straightforward accept your selfishness and loneliness
Our hearts are separated by thoughts that pass each other by
I want to pull close and hold you, Or even Hugg you
You are the one, underneath the moonlight and sunlight
I'll vow to never let you cry
Hehehehe I don think it is sweet but i try my best liao sorry for the lousy english i ask someone to help me make it better!


Friday, September 18, 2009

Happy birthday my BAOBEI!















Yoz Yoz Yoz... Happy birthday my baobei... Sorry about the late present... no enough cash and time to prepare...So So So sorry..... HEHEHE. I m not good at my words... But i will love your till the end of time. And I m Not laying to you RAWR!!!!Hope You will be happy no matter what happy i love You My One and Only BaoBei... Even if tml is not ur bday...You are Still my Queen!!!!!!!




I m sorry T_T
















Baobei.... i m sorry if i take about those dirty stuff now and there... i also don know why lor
lol... i think i too pervert liao... so so so sorry... :(.. and if i m too sticky to you.. just let me know...
cause i know your A level coming soon liao. Then you cant spend much time with me.. that why i wanted to see you that often... I m sorry my baobei.. if i did anything that you dont like... very very sorry. If i did something you don like just tell me ba.... Don need to hide or what de... Don need to worry if i will get hurt or what... don force yourself just because i wanted things to be that way.. there are always another way out... But u must tell me... If not i don know... I love you baobei.... Muackz !!!!! I seek for your forgiveness ^^






Thursday, September 17, 2009

HeHe

















Words for you that I hold close to my heart
I want to tell them to you someday

An overflowing passion and throbbing heartbeats
I don't know when they began
But since I've noticed my unfading feelings once
And that I can't lie anymore-
Even if we met when it was but a common coincidence
I still feel a special meaning

I always give my gratitude to God
That I can be by your side
I want to forever gaze at
The profile of your unhesitating face
The time that I spend together with you
Gives me an unwavering strength
Words for you that suddenly surface in my mind
I want to tell them to you someday

Just with your fingers that touch me for a moment
And your kind remarks
I can feel strange
Which seems as if I'm continuing to dream

Even if one day we lost sight of each other
We can meet again by chance, no matter how many times

I hope to be within
Your precious memories, too
I want you to share with me more of
Your world that I haven't seen

I want to grant you everything that you wish for
Without leaving anything out
If it's for you who I can believe in
I can become anything

It's like a flower that will be colored
A story that blooms fully and faraway
A timbre that won't ever disappear
Rides on the wind and echoes

The time that I spend together with you
Gives me an unwavering strength
So that words for you infused with my prayers
Will reach you to your depths

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I m willing to do anything!





















Hehehehe...... I was kind of jealous when u told me about him... RAWR!
well i don know why..But ya... Some How i wanted to be better than him lol...
May be i too easy jealous liao Ba Hehe... Thanks for being there for me when i m stress up...
IT helps alot... baobei... You Rock my life... hahaha.. I Don know what else i can say... but i will get fitter For you.. And Just for you.. my baobei.... Hehehehe I love You... MUACKZ MUACKZ!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

<3

"I'm here. I love you. I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you."

Stress and happy!

















Baobei i really feels good. to be loved by someone so deeply....
hahaha may be i too dumb. but really i like this feeling...
sori that i m kind of stress now... and don know what to say cause there is a lot of things running in my mind... but Ya i really love you.... Love you till the extend i want to hug u till i die.....
Yesterday i had a very sweet dream.. i don remember much but i dreamt that i was hugging you on the last min of our life..... i cried hahaha... i don know what .... Ya i truely love you.... SERENE I LOVE YOU MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I
AM
IN
LOVE
WITH
YOU! <3


Hehehehe. Baobei my heart's with you :]

I don know what to do


















BaoBei This is kind of the find time i m doing this i don know what to do with it so ya
i just post this pic and i wish to kiss u everyday of my life... I love u my baobei...
next time don hide anything from me liao la.....
don need to scare this and there de.... cause i will understand and be there for you.
no worry man ... MUACKZ